Cronas Poem... From the Heart

What`s up? What`s down? Left? Right? I don`t know anymore.
Afraid to answer, knowing whatever I choose will be wrong...
I have been beaten, broken, abused, and torn.
The friends and the mother I thought I loved...
They just encouraged my misery...
What`s up? What`s down? I still don`t know.
I was saved... But why? What have I done to deserve such sincerity?
New friends encourage my happiness... why?
Life is confusing... Or do I not understand?
People try to help me now... They care about me..
My soul was dry, bitter, and afraid.
New friends made it a safe, warm, loving feeling...
Love... Is this what it feels like?
Knowing people care about you? You caring about them?
To be kind and encourage their happiness?
I love my friends... They love me...
What`s up? What`s down?
I think I know.